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I’m scared to fall asleep, I keep on thinking about what’s going to happen. Although he says he’s okey and seems to be willing to change there’s just that doubt in the back of my mind. I want him to be okey I want him to be safe and know I’m here for him, every struggle he goes through I’m by his side and I will always stay by his side no matter what. Sleep seems impossible, I have my door open just watching and looking at his door waiting for him to come out, I want to name sure he’s okey, that he won’t do anything he’ll regret. I’m terrified, that image of him is haunting me, I can’t get it out of my head I close my eyes and that’s what I see. I keep on replaying what happened over and over. I can’t focus on studying for finals, I just can’t my mind is somewhere else. I hope he’s okey I hope he’ll get better, I hope we can get through this. I just ask god to help us all and allow us to over come this as a family and that my brother will be fine and that nothing bad will happen to him.